I am as vain as I allow.
I will always be here for you and everyone if they just need someone to listen. Please know that.
So I keep seeing those stupid summer bucket lists. The things on there are so pointless. Like “go to the beach” or “hang out with friends till 5 in the morning”. Why does it have to be summer to do those things? Anyway, I wanted to create one to put important things on it. Things that shouldn’t be just for summer, but for everyday of my life.
So the first one I thought of was to be totally comfortable with my body, face, hair, feet-EVERYTHING- for a day. That means no questioning if I’m fat or being afraid to wear my favorite red lipstick. This is really important to me. I wanted it to be for a week, but I know they’re is no way I would be ale to pull that off. So I’m gonna try to do this for only a day because hopefully I will have the self confidence for once to dress and act the way I would like to.
In the words of Mr. Edgar Allan Poe
Now I’m sober and “Nevermore”
Will the Raven come to bother me at home — Kremlin Dusk by Utada Hikaru (via alaiveila)
So while I was crying my eyes out over the show True Life, the one about losing your best friend, I decided to text my old best friend. After talking for a while…I started crying again when she told me that she still thinks of me as a best friend. Happy tears this time.
She doesn’t understand how good it felt to hear that. I just hope she means that. I haven’t seen her in months, but it would be really amazing to have that one person I can talk to about anything back. Hopefully (if things go right) I will see her this Sunday.
That really turned my night around.
